Lost Time

So I didn't write again when I said I would. Things have been getting busy around here. Some days I feel so lost. But then others, like yesterday, were amazing. Yesterday, 4 friends and I went exploring of an abandoned building. Yes it was illegal but thank God we weren't caught. We took lots of pictures and just had an amazing time hanging out with each other. The only problem for me was I got sick. There was so much "stuff" in the air in the buildings that my lungs filled and it seriously hurt. My lungs still hurt today, but not quite as bad. I would love to go back, but not sure if I would be able to handle it again.But God has been good. He has blessed me with these friends and I am so thankful for them. I wish things were easier sometimes though. I kind of like one of them, but can't ever see anything happening between us, but would like it. He's a great guy.On another note, I get to go home in a couple days. I am so happy. I can't wait to see my family. I have missed them all so much recently. I don't get to go home as often as I used to due to lack of time and that I work on the weekends. But in just a few days I will be home in my mother's arms. I know it sounds stupid, but honestly, I miss my mom's hugs.I have been learning more of who I am recently. And I have to say I am pleased with everything that is coming about. The Lord is teaching me many new things and I am happy with who I am, and slowly losing weight. God is good.Have an amazing day!